we walked arm in arm but i didn't feel the touch. the desire i'd first tried to hide that tingling inside was gone...

she was...
she is...
she will be...

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Ps: Tanks a lot Birgit!

...by the river where the moss grows

summer of 2010.

summer of 2010, a big field: i saw a girl, that girl was the most beautiful person i have ever seen. she seems to be perfect...

...but it was only a illusion in a mirror.

Henrik Bülow
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If I must choose a 'style' a 'movement' it would be definitely 'black hippie'.
So peacefull, so perfect, so me.

I like people who smile when it's raining...

...but kissing is okay too.

“Sure. Sure. He's okay. Aren't you, Cat? Poor old Cat. Poor slob. Poor slob without a name. I don't have the right to give him one. We don't belong to each other. We just took up one day. I don't want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I'm not sure where that is, but I know what it's like. It's like Tiffany's.”

butterflys and kitty cats.

if you know who are behind the masks, i will give you a cookie or something...

miroslava duma

If I had a 'I love NY' hoodie i would wear it all day long.

Monday: Black ripped tights, flat budapester, the hoodie and a headband.
Tuesday: an old jeansshort, loafers, the hoodie and some fake fur.
Wednesday: Flower tights, ballerinas, the hoodie and an alice band.
Thursday: Polka-dotted tights, dandy shoes, a pleated skirt, the hoodie, a high bun and pearls. Friday: super tight dark blue jeans, converse, the hoodie, another black fur and aviators. Saturday: some sparkle tights, black flats, the hoodie, a black sequined bolero, messy hair, many rings and bracelets.
Sunday: Cozy boxers, the hoodie and nothing else.




JakandJil

fell in love with herself couldn't really fall for anyone else...

One of my lovely Loves.

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80s sparkle monster

1, 2, 3, 4 tell me that it looks good on me. 5, 6, 7, 8 please let the swan in the lake...

1. Tsumori Chisato bolero
2. Weekday bolero
3. ?
4. Balenciaga black, silk, evening cape 1967.

These are my future DIY porjects...

my hips they lie 'cause in reality i'm shy, shy, shy.

Vintage bow the rest is from H&M Trend.
I'm a shopaholic now it's out and loud (Only kidding...)

i want candy, sticky and sweet, gooey and candied. with cinnamon and candy cotton.

a hand full of pixie dust

a hand full of pixie dust,

more than you need.

love is allover her

more than she need.

the lights high in the sky

that's all pixie dust

more than you believe.

when i wake up in the mornin' light, i pull on my jeans but they don't feel right...

Does anybody know where I can finde my perfect summer dress? It should be flowery like Bohemian dresses or black romantic with lace or something plaided with ruffels or so.

"if you look in his throat you can see the whole universe." the secret garden

Photos by me and ffffound

oh pretty, little robin redbreast please show me the way.
only one time...
we could be good friends
and it could be our little secret...

after school girls

Gloria was the girl that always smiled, everyday nice and pretty…
…but her little sister Tracy wasn't that happy than her.

Everday after school she cried like a little girl that she was.

The world was to much for her but at the end she was stronger.
Tracys sister Aurélie was the maverick.

After school she spoke with the big old tree in the big old garden.

Nobody knew her but every bird sang about her.

When you hear a bird sining you can be sure it sings about Aurélie.

ahoodielikethiswouldbegreat

Took a charter flight on a DC-10 to London. Landed at Heathrow.
Took a cab to the city center. Don't let people lie to you: hostels are for the ugly.
I'm staying in Home House, the most beautiful hotel in the world.
Called a friend from school who was selling hash, but she wasn't in.
Met a couple of Brits who take me to, of all places, Camden Street.
I flirt a bit at the Virgin Megastore, buy some CDs, then follow some girls with pink hair.
I wandered around trying to get laid, until it started to rain, then went back to Home House.
Ministry of Sound is dead, so I go to Remform - but it's Gay Night.
I find the one hetero girl in the place and we dry hump on the dance floor.
We cab it back to Home House. I strip her clothes off, suck her toes, and we fuck.
I hung out for four or five days.
Met the world's biggest DJ, Paul Oakenfold.
Kept missing the Changing of the Guards.
Wrote my mom a postcard I never sent.
Bought some speed from an Italian junkie who was trying to sell me a stolen bike.
Smoked a lot of hash that had too much tobacco in it.
Saw the Tate.
Saw Big Ben.
Ate a lot of weird English food.
It rained a lot, it was expensive, and I'm jonesing... So, I split for Amsterdam.
The Dutch all know English, so I didn't have to speak any Dutch - which was a relief.
I cruise the Red Light District.
Visit a sex show.
Visit a sex museum.
Smoke a lot of hash.
I meet a Dutch TV actress and we drink absinthe at a bar called Absinthe.
The museums were cool, I guess.
Lots of Van Goghs and the Vermeers were intense.
Wandered around.
Bought a lot of pastries.
Ate some intense waffles.
We bought some coke and I cruised the Red Light District, until I found some blonde with big tits that reminds me of Lara.
I gave her a hundred guilders.
In the end, she pulls me out, and I cum between her tits, even though I'm wearing a rubber.
Afterward we made small-talk about AIDS, her Moroccan pimp, and herself.
I wake to the sound of a wino singing.
It's 8 AM and hot as blazes.
I pretend to ice-skate around Central Station, while someone plays the sax.
Trade songs with a Kiwi girl... Then split for Paris by train.
Wander the Champs-Elysees.
Climb the Eiffel Tower for only seven francs, because the ticket machine was broken.
Got the hang of the Metro, took it everywhere.
Went to a Ford model party and hooked up with a Romanian model named Karina.
She chugs my cock at the Mariott Champs-Elysees, which is good.
We played billiards, went shopping.
I think she gave me mono.
Drove a Ferrari that belonged to a member of the Saudi royal family.
Made out with a Dutch model in front of the Louvre.
Saw the Arc de Triomphe and almost became road-kill crossing the street.
"Oakie" invites me to Dublin, so I catch an Aer Lingus flight and stay at the Morrison.
Dublin rocks like you can't imagine.
Oakenfold lets me spin some discs with him.
Irish girls are as small as leprechauns.
I swap hickeys with a drunk woman.
After groping my abs and calling me "Mr. L.A.", she strips for me in the bath room of the club.
Sneak into the Guinness factory and steal some stout so good my dick goes hard.
I fly to Barcelona, which was a low-rent bust.
Too many fat American students.
Too many lame meat markets.
I dropped acid at the Sagrada Familia, which was a trip to say the least.
Cruise up the coast to the Museo Gala Dali, but had no more acid, which sucked.
Some girl from Camden calls me on my cell, so I let her listen to the church bells in Cadaques.
Canta Cruz is beautiful, but there are no girls here, just old hippies...
So, I went to Switzerland where I, ironically, couldn't find anyone who had the time.
Took the Glacier Express up the Schilthorn, which is beautiful in a way I can't describe.
Euro Pass into Italy and ended up in Venice, where I met a hot girl who looks like Rachael Leigh Cook and speaks better English than I do.
She's living for a year on only five dollars a day.
We gondola around, buy some masks.
She think's I'm a capitalist, because my hotel room costs more for one night than she's spending her entire trip.
But she doesn't mind it so much when I pay the bills.
I ditch her and hook up with a couple who obviously want a 3-some.
Too much tension there, but the doofus offers to drive me to Rome, an offer I jump at.
Traffic is bad and we're stopped for hours without moving.
The wife turns out to be a freak.
The guy starts to wig out on me.
It's like a Polanski film.
We stop for a while in Florence, where I see some big dome.
A bomb goes off and I lose the weird couple, which is probably for the best.
Ended up in Rome, which is big and hot and dirty.
It was just like L.A., but with ruins.
I went to the Vatican, which was ridiculously opulent.
Stood for two hours to get into the Sistine Chapel, which - now that it's been cleaned - looks fake.
I meet two under-age Italian girls who I try to talk into fucking each other while I jack off onto them.
Bored, I buy them some ice cream instead.
My hotel has a gym, so I work out.
I bump into some guy from Camden who says he knows me, but I'm sure that he's a fag, so I lose him.
I try to fart and instead shit my pants.
Back in my hotel room, I masturbate and have a pain in my groin.
That night, I dream about a beautiful girl, half in water, stretching her lean body.
She asks me if I like it and I tell her she can clean fish with it.
I don't know what it means, but I wake well-rested, masturbate in the shower, and check out.
I make my way back to London and hang out in Piccadilly Circus.
Hmm. Palakon.
I swap shirts with some upper-crusty Cambridge chick.
Hers was an Agnes B., mine a Costume Nationale.
She acts stuffy and prudish, but is really wild underneath it all.
She barely looks at my abs, though she wants to.
The next day, I drop some acid and get lost in the subway for a full day and can't find my way out.
I meet a cute girl who lets me jack off onto her as long as no cum gets onto her Paul Smith coat.
We get stoned while listening to Michael Jackson records and the next morning I wake up talking to myself.
I have a big bump on my head from flailing in my sleep.
I get my stuff and barely make my plane back to the United States.
I no longer know who I am and I feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
- Rules Of Attraction

By Eira

homecall

That's how next autumn will be ('when i grow up' is the perfect mirror for it)...

Big Video & Song Love. Please look it, it's A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
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You sleep well
in your bed
so quiet.
Your feet
were so cold...

///
Anois

poor little rich girl

Yesterday I saw 'Factory Girl' for the second time.
It's a beautiful movie but so sad too.
Andy Warhol seems to be not a very nice guy more that bad bloodsucker.
One strange thing at the movie is Edies eye make-up.
However how stoned she is, her eye make-up looks always perfectly.

Edit: It's MK at the last shot.