it is always giddy my rich child...

it is always giddy my rich child...
"it is always giddy"
sighs the wind
you my child,
are rich of all,
blone the hair,
golde the soul,
blue the eyes,
rose the lips.
you my child are all so rich,
you my child,
you are like me,
you my child,
my counterpart.
hateful i vomit myself out,
i vomit you out,
owt out
through space,
(for)ever.
new year's eve...

///
wie junge kitze hinterlassen die zarten blonden mädchen ihre spuren im schnee…
es wäre fatal, wäre es nicht mode.

gigantische tiefen, gigantische höhen,
narnia, die neue welt durch den schrank,
erich kästner und viel mehr als das fliegende klassenzimmer.

das über das die kaleidoscope gesungen haben, psychedelisch aber wahr.
hier ist sie, die neue welt. tretet näher, tretet ein...

kleine beinchen stechen fäden durch seide,
brutale nähästethik entsteht,
abnormale normalität.

die zarten blonden mädchen sind eine seltene gattung, es gibt viele fälschungen,
besonders der gemeine kunstdieb fällt auf sie rein,
braungelockte herren (mit gekräuselten schnurrbärten).
die fälschungen beginnen zu regieren.
abnormale normalität kehrt ein.

die fragile blonde zieht sich immer mehr zurück, ein scheues nachtacktives wesen,
bis jetzt noch nicht im rudel gesichtet, bevorzugt alleine...
besonders gut zu beobachten um 3 uhr morgens auf funkelnden waldlichtungen
im satten grün, das neue weiß, die neue unschuld.

naive klein mädchen kunst...

...wenn ich will, kann ich wie ein kleines mädchen aussehen.
wieso sind wir mädchen so gut darin? es liegt an der generation wurde ihr gesagt.
jede generation hat ihre geschichte.
unsere sind die kleinen blonden mädchen...


(wann beginnt eine generation? wann endet sie? und wie lange dauert so eine generation? wer legt sie überhaupt fest die generationen?)

diario 2010

///black dress+black fur+glitter scarf+glitter cardigan=h&m, bag=benetton

ich denke an fliegende teppiche
und weiße pferde.
marie antoinette hat mir
eine große utopisch
illusionierte blase
aufgesetzt…

(...)

eine schachtel habe ich vorreserveriert,
für schleifen, ich mag (haar)schleifen.

(...)

...ohne raum und zeit, ich schwebe teils kränklich vor mich hin, manchmal in einer blase, es ist schön...

(...)

i have dreamed about a capsule filled with snow. he was kissing raindrops while she was kissing toe...

der glitzer schwindet,
sie sucht ihn,
lange schon,
unerfüllt.
morgen kauft sie neuen,
relativ sicher.
sie braucht es,
das funkeln...
glitzer macht es besser.

so no, so now, so forever.

///
may i introduce myself to you.
i am annabell lee.
dead since the 19th century.
i was such young, beloved (and loved) when i died.
the sea remebered
but the wind hushed
so no,
so now,
so forever.
-a.

///
schleichend breitet sich die kälte aus,
erst nur zart gehüllt um die spitzen,
süßlich und fragil.
nun jedoch stärker,
ergreifender,
in anspruch nehmender,
dominanter,
säuerlich
und unangenehm.
das flanell bebte.
zu prickeln beginnen die sohlen,
bis über den rücken,
über die dornen.
das weiß um sie bebt,
es droht,
es dominiert,
es ist stärker,
es ist alpha,
auch die erde beginnt,
sie gibt auf.
sie ist nicht wie sie dachte das sie sei.

annabel lee by edgar allan poe

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

"it's real" she said and looked down to her feet...

///vintage pearls+zara dress+h&m men glitter cardigan=my christmas eve outfit.

it's christmas.
merry christmas to you all.

erst die entfremdung, dann die besinnung...

finally i have christmas holiday.
///

sie sah das fell,
so bunt wie nie.
es floss mit voller energie
üppig über ihre schenkel.
vulgär türmten sich die falten.

erst die entfremdung,
dann die besinnung,
zurückführung an den ursprung
durch zufall.
(bessinung zum ursprung?)
back to basic
zurück zum konservatismus.
verstaubte konventionen,
altes gut aufpoliert
und poppig in bunten farben.

by me///

snowy night, this is like a place we used to know, but stranger & filled with cold imagination of a frozen sea, in which the moon is anchored like...

...a ghost.

wait at the laundromat read a magazine,
tear out the page with the picture of some shoes.
you get impatient go to a cafe
see a girl from your high school but you look away...
it's a happy day.
///casiotone for the painfully alone

sale stuff no°1.
i got that wolf jumper for 15 bugs.
///
edit: it's from h&m.

heavy are her boots with snow. outside it's a wonderland, powdered with cold.

it's snowing and snowing and snowing...

it's white outside...

what i wore today, dec.18.2009

h&m, you can be really nice.

it's a good feeling to have candy all around you.
it's like cold, white, glitter powder on the window sill...
+
if you know a charming little us villages, please tell me about it, because i need to write a sum about an american city or village, but i prefer a lovesome village.

IMPORTANT: Database Updates!

With hard economic times, come hard economic realities that libraries must face. Due to provincial cutbacks in funding to the Lois Hole Campus Alberta Digital Library (LHCADL), Medicine Hat College Library Services will no longer have access to certain database resources that allow our patrons to access journal, magazine, and newspaper articles.

The databases that we will lose access to include:

• Catholic Periodical and Literature Index (EBSCO)
  
  
• Child Development & Adolescent Studies (EBSCO)
  
  
• Communication and Mass Media Complete (EBSCO)
  
  
• Family & Society Studies Worldwide (EBSCO)
  
  
• Garden, Landscape & Horticulture Index (EBSCO)
  
  
• Gender Studies Database (EBSCO)
  
  
• Health and Wellness Resource Center (EBSCO)
  
  
• Hospitality & Tourism Complete (EBSCO)
  
  
• International Political Science Abstracts (EBSCO)
  
  
• LGBT Life with Full Text (EBSCO)
  
  
• Library, Information Science & Technology Abstracts with Full Text (EBSCO)
  
  
• Literature Online (LION; ProQuest)
  
  
• New Testament Abstracts Online (EBSCO)
  
  
• Old Testament Abstracts Online (EBSCO)
  
  
• OmniFile Full Text, Mega Edition (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Professional Development Collection (EBSCO)
  
  
• ProQuest Education Journals (ProQuest)
  
  
• ProQuest Science Journals (ProQuest)
  
  
• Religion & Philosophy Collection (EBSCO)
  
  
• Sociological Collection (EBSCO)
  
  
• Vocational & Career Collection (EBSCO)
  
  
• Wildlife & Ecology Studies Worldwide (EBSCO)
  
  
• World History Collection (EBSCO)

Thanks to the college’s membership with The Alberta Library (TAL) which allows access to a number of databases in common with other libraries in the province, and with the databases that the library purchases on its own, the college will still have a wide range of databases that cover the programs taught at Medicine Hat College.

Databases that we will add to supplement our content include:

• Education Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• General Science Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Humanities Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Index to Legal Periodicals Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Library Literature & Information Science Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• OmniFile Full Text, Select Edition (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Political Science Complete (EBSCO)
  
  
• Readers' Guide Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Social Sciences Full Text (H. W. Wilson)
  
  
• Wilson Business Full Text (H. W. Wilson)

These changes will be effective January 1, 2010.

Though there is a net loss of resources that might seem somewhat drastic, MHC Library Services’ administration has worked to ensure that the most comprehensive and critical resources are maintained to maximize the quality and quantity of academic literature that is available to our patrons. Despite the losses, you can still expect the same level of professionalism and service provided by the staff of Library Services as we move forward in the current economic environment.

If you have concerns regarding these matters, please contact Keith Walker (Director, Library Services) at: kwalker@mhc.ab.ca, or by telephone at: 403-529-3867.

IM & Text Services - Seasonal Closures

The Library Online Agents instant messaging service and the text messaging service will be unavailable from December 24, 2009 until January 3, 2010. Both of these services will return to operation on January 4, 2010 for the Winter Semester.

We thank our patrons that have made these online services a success over the past semesters, and we look forward to serving you in the new year.

cleavage

///by me & the facehunter

there is no time for nothing, really, it sucks, it totally does. but there is a gleam of hope today in a week is christmas eve. a reason to be incredibly happy, so i am. i am incredibly happy but i also have incredibly much to do...
tüdelü, your busy a.

it's a big city life fairy...
a villagenomad...

it's the opposite from all i know,
it's completely not me,
so i like it.

January 2010 Hours

Following our seasonal break, the libraries will reopen on Monday, January 4, 2010.

The Vera Bracken Library (Medicine Hat) will be operating with reduced hours on the 4th. That facility will be open from 8:oo a.m. until 5:oo p.m. on that day. It will return to normal hours of operation on the 5th, which are:

• Monday-Thursday: 7:30 a.m.-10:00 p.m.
• Friday: 7:30 a.m.-6:00 p.m.
• Saturday: 9:00 a.m.-5:00 p.m.
• Sunday: 1:00 p.m.-8:00 p.m.

The Brooks Campus Library will also reopen, but with reduced hours on the 4th. They will be open from 8:00 a.m. to 4:00 p.m. on that day. Regular hours of operation will begin on the following day, which are:

• Monday-Thursday: 8:00 a.m.-8:00 p.m.
• Friday: 8:00 a.m.-4:00 p.m.
• Saturday-Sunday: Closed

For more information on the libraries' hours, including closures and alternate hours of operation, click here.

New Materials Lists Updated - November 2009

Library Services has posted its new materials lists for the month of November 2009. The lists can be found at: http://www.mhc.ab.ca/library/New Materials/.

an effort from a tiny, rosy thing to break-out of all these plastic layers...

everything around me is made of fake plastic.
i can't feel my heart 'cause it's just cheap plastic.
i can't feel my feet soles because they are made out of fake plastic.
i scream but nobody can hear it 'cause the fake plastic bubbly arround me is soundproof
and i hate it,
and i love it,
and i want it,
and i need it,
and i repent it,
and i satisfy it.
i'm made of plastic but i still have fun.
wenn sie weinte fühlte sie das glück in ihrem herzen.

///photos & quote by me. if you reblog it, please add/link it.

blonde girls wearing white faux rabbit, that's what it is about.

snow was falling down like sugar tips, laying down like feathers...

today fell the first snow...
and it was awesome.
so i had to paint it.